Leave Me As I Am.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

wah seh!!today wen to zoo...quite fun arh...den got new maid lorh..ok larh...shes kind of fun...anyaway...i went to have a horse ride...kind of paiseh....but gat to touch the cute horse....:]haxhax....aryoh..kind of miss her larh...(her- my old maid.)hai yoh....anyway..i going to have a reunion with my girlfrenz from gesps..but of course nid to safe first larh...and i miss u guys damn much!!!not much lerh....and i lost 3 kg during the trip..harharhar...i getting slim NOT!!!hahaha

4:37 AM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

walau...too tired of spying her....HER=MY MAIDactuallie both me and my cuzzie pity her...well come to think of it...for sure her husband and her children soo sad...warh...1 year of waiting and money wasted all lyk dat man...den jus yesterday mum actuallie come in her room...she was actuallie talking on the phone....den mum scold her lorh...warhsoo scary actuallie...wah sei i wan to have a hot bath now...nth to rite about....later i wan to go amk library and amk hub...so...look out for another post my frenz...bb...i luv my frenz at gesps..ILY AND IMY!!!!!!

12:13 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

ok dis is soo not gud and dis reallie makes me reallie fucking angry..ok...eu noe wat this fucking bitch called my mum??WITCH!!!SO DISRESPECTFUL!!!all dis tym i was by her side not my mums wen my mum criticise her..i was soo foolish!!ok..not even a year she was here...she was flirting with other guys....omg....for goodness sake!!shes married and has 3 children...FLIRT!!!!oh man!!shit larh..she also makes use of me!!!ok jus now eu c i rite d go email part say say things..she flirt...bla bla bla..she say dats her ex...very cute larhx d boy cute larh...WATEVER LYK I CARE!!!den i kena scolded from my mum wen she got a warning bla bla bla...later 2day she kena scolding...padan muker die!!!!sial!!!bodoh...bitch larh she...now everybody in the house don respect her laio....i also don wan to b by her side laio...stupid larh..fuck her go die!!puki mak!!

5:31 AM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

walau...today so sian...nyh to do sia!!den i got scolding from a boy!!!xiao arh dat boy..jus ask eu go which sec scul later....eu noe wat he reply???shut up eu bitch..i bz...stupid rite...if he bz y don wan to put the bz sign???fuck him go die larh!!!stupid!!anyway today soo boring...waiting for the scul reply sia!!!so nervous!!!so sian!!!nvm..i play games larh!!ARGH!!!!!SO SIAN LERH!!!i miss my frenz at gesps....ily eu guys....:)....SO SIAN ERGH!!!!!!den the maid larh asking reallie desperately wanting to see a pic of her ex....flirt sia..GROSS!!!

8:18 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

today quite sad arh...gp going back to indo...anyway,i thing im going to indo later...at hari raye haji...ahh quite happy arh...anyways ibu going to give me her phone....actualiie i don wan...but she say nvm...i....dono how to say arh....anyways i think this passage too short so im gonna filled it up.....

ok..i hate this guy but i don wan to say his name arh...i call him HIM...he very wat arh...i hate him sia!!wen ppl have no mood rite ...then ppl say also like no mood rite...den he say i very rude...very wat lerh...den hes a show off!!showing off his muscles...GROSS!!!den he has a very bad breath coz of his habbit of smoking....den wen he smoke den i kenot breath lyk dat!!!waste of money like durh!!!!den ask ppl to do things for him..like as if hes the prince like dat!!!man lucky hes my uncle or else im gonna kick him out of the house(if i could)......i no mood to say anythings liao....

1:33 AM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

yo..2day wen to wwt...fan larh...but so fast.....baru gi mcm 12 aneh balik pukul 4....we wen to ular lar with my dad...we somemore cut que....pass 3 org...haha den we play in the soap thing...mate sampai pedih sia!!!kak tika sampai pegang tangan boy org seh...psps..haha..abeh boy tu looks so surprise...haha...we keep on making each other fall...abeh ade satu river ni arh kite gi....sampai 3 kali...1st tym me and kak tika...2nd me kak tika and dad...he kept on splashing me....very funny....3rd tym me kak tika and ifa...ifa very scared larh....abeh nangis nangis...kak tika carry her until the end...(but i actuallie relax...)haha....kesian kakak...haha....last gig...we went to the thing...i dono larh...dat lady wan to push but kenot...haha...den go soooo fun!!!takut nk mampusss!!!no larh...fake fake derh....ohh ya...i also kind of sad.....somebodiessss don make me as deir bes fren...soo sad...but do wan to say deir name arh...later dey ps...:(ok larh..gtg..

10:31 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

yes today so happy sia!!!i pass everything for psle and i got first in class....haxhaxi beat teresa....first time sia got first in class!!!den i go not best scul not worse scul larh....but all express...finallie i can make my parents happy...dis is the first time dey r happy coz of me...not first time larh but dis days i always make dem dissapointed..finally god!!!omg!!i also cant believed dat i got 214....yarh i noe dats soo AVERAGE but i did my best.....hmm....but i wish i could have done better.....and finallie can get things dat i wan....i wan 5 things in the world....
1)ipod touch
2)laptop
3)new phone(mine sot sot lio)
4)go on a holiday at uk n london
5)SUPER IMPORTANT!!!!!to have my jies...cuzziiess and my frienz here by my side all ways...
they r the most precious things in my life...
jyjyss to u all keys.....my hope is with u guys...JYJY!!!!tata...(wan to celebrate!!)

11:13 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Eye Colour : Any colour humans have ?
Height : Taller than me . { Actually,I dont care . } ;XX
Weight : dunno ?
Wealth or Love : LOVE ! XDD
Race : any race also can .
Do you wish to emigrate with your future husband or stay in your own country ? : Anything, as long as we're together .
Must he have a special talent ? What talent ? : Nope, talent isn't important ;)
Cute or Hot :both(actuallie either one of them)
Have you met your dream guy ? If yes, where have you met him ? : yes...he dump me..at scul abaden??
Futures husband's job : How the hell I know ? I also don't know him !!
If your future daughter/son and your future husband fell into a 100m Pool & is drowning , who will you save first? : I wanna die with the people I love . { I think you know what I mean . }
Now if you have a chance to say you love him will you ? : I will try my very best .XDD(anyways i tried before remember???so ill be extra careful dis tym...)

3:37 AM

Do people treat you as side dish ?-Don't know ?
Q2)Whats your most favourite thing to do ?-hmm .. lots of things ? And shouldn't the question be "hobbies" instead ?
Q3)What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love ?- I don't know, err, heart-breaking time ? LOL .
Q4)What kind of boyfriend/ girlfriend do you want ?-A HUMAN BEING that will love me for who I am ...=DD
Q5)Is there somebody in your heart right now ?-hmm...ya....Q6)Do you believe that you can survive without money?-Don't really know, Maybe,Maybe not ?Q7)Are you afraid of pain?- Yeah, a little .
Q8)What do you feel like doing now?- Going out with my frenz and having fun with them ?
Q9)If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?- Maybe,dono
Q10)List 5 things/people you dislike now :
1. Flirts☠
2. ppl hu act
3. Fkers☠
4. Idiots who never learn how to fck off☠
5. last but not least, GAY BING SHUEN☠
Q11)What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?-
1. Frenz♥
2. School♥
3. Choir♥
4. Computer♥
5. My things♥
Q12)If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be?-My mother's cooking~
Q13)If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?-Happiness . =DD
Q14)If you have th chance, which part of your character would you like to change?- Nothing . I love the way I am,whether good or bad . =)
Q15)If you are unhappy, what will you do?-Listen to music .
Q16)Which country do you like the most?-united kingdom♥
Q17)Which is your favourite band?-JONAS BROTHERS!!!!♥
Q18)Are you happy?-Not really .
Q19)If your really close one is lying on th hospital bed still in a coma,th doctor said she/he might not be able to wake upeven if he/she is able to he/she will be bed-ridden for his/her whole life,will you let him/her have an injection and die peacefully,or let him/her continue to stay alive ?-
It's a tough decision ..
I'll let him/her have an injection and die peacefully .
so that he/she do not have to suffer

3:30 AM

omg...i soo nervouse for psle...is this thursday!!!!two more days until my nerve system brake down......haha just kidding...walao sooo scared sia!!!esp for maths...i miss 8 qns....so damn hard...but science easy....walao.....maths maths maths...now i can onlie pray i could pass larh....its kind of ok to have like c grade but u grade???worse!!!i just wish i could go anderson.....(not henderson horh....so far!!!)then somemore my mum and dad and dat annoying teacher and others (bla bla bla too lazy to specify) to go express....248 lerh!!!walao...i scared i got 17 something..........arh...now i could onlie pray...dat goes for u alls out there!!!gudluck yo my frenz,my jie,blablabla(again:to lazy to specify)haxhax...lols....for ure psle!!!!hope u guys got to go to the scul u wan....I WILL MISH U GUYS!!!ESP PPL FROM MY CURRENT CLASS AND MY PREVIOUS SCUL...I MISHHHH GESPS!!!!!

3:14 AM

Friday, November 7, 2008

yo im back...i miss gesps....i like dat scul more better den that idiotic scul...dat teacher is such a .....dono...wen pupil nvr give hw or forgot to bring she will ask the pupil to bring it back....VERY WAT LORH!!!i hate her man....my fren say give birth blablabla....6 years lio havent give birth...actually she got womb prob...4 some reason i pity her...watever i don care!!!I MISS GESPS AND MY REAL TRUE FREN....arh.....anyway...i can go play com liao...wan add me at hotmail (nodoka_rose@hotmail.com) and also frenster key....gtg...i miss u all

11:15 PM